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Chapter 100- Home sweet home

The sun was just beginning to set as we came over the rise.  The thick black smoke we had seen earlier was little more than a wisp now, emanating from the charred remains of the walls and floorboards.  Tracy’s eyes were thick with tears.  She knew that abandoning the cabin was a prudent decision, but that was when she could return to it anytime.  All those memories, time spent with her family up here, all gone up in smoke... literally.  “Don't stop, I don't want to see.. Just keep going” she sniffed as we drove past what was left of the house.  Several walkers, attracted by the fire, stumbled through the smoking ruin, their clothes and skin charred from the flames.  Their cooked muscles prevented them from moving quickly and m they weakly reached out as we passed them.    

 

We wrapped around the house and continued upward, the mud-caked ruts causing our overburdened vehicle to bottom out as we navigated the narrow road.  The trees grew thick and close, and more than once the branches scraped the windows, grasping at us from all sides.  Because of the difficult conditions we could not move very fast, and despite the short distance we had to travel it was now almost fully dark.  The dim headlights of the sedan shone only a few feet ahead, illuminating the poorly maintained road.  Neither one of us had said anything since the house.  “Want to listen to music?” I asked cautiously, hoping it might cheer her up.  She sniffed and smiled at me.  “No thanks, I just want to be with you.”  She wrapped her hands around my upper arm and laid on my shoulder.  I couldn’t express how much love I had for her.  It was real love, not some temporary infatuation.  I loved being around her, loved who she was, loved how she talked to me and how she treated others.  I loved her bravery and how she was still emotional about things that mattered.  I loved her sense of humor.  She could lighten even the most serious of situations with her smile, and she understood the subtle importance of never taking a joke too far.  I smiled as I thought about her, and as our car ambled along I could her breath slow and deep, and feel her head slowly slipping off my shoulder.  I shifted slightly so her head could rest against the back of my chair, and lowered one shoulder to make it easier as she slept.    

 

She whimpered in her sleep.  Was she dreaming?  Was she afraid?  She let out a soft gasp, as though surprised by something, but her eyes never opened.  “It’s okay” I reassured her quietly.  “I’m here.”  I would do anything for her, and I think she knew that.  I thought about the world just a short while ago.  The job, the people, the things we thought about or worried about.  I thought about my Twitter feed and Facebook status.  I might never get to indicate that was no longer single, or put a selfie of the two of us on Instagram, but it was actually kind of exciting.  There were no bills, no insurance, no public transportation, no lengthy decisions about whether to go grocery shopping or get fast food for dinner, no co-workers to compete with for her affections.  It was just her and me, starting a new life together.  Considering the fate of the rest of humanity, I think we had it pretty good. 

 

“Tracy.” I whispered gently so I wouldn’t wake her too abruptly.  “Tracy wake up.” She opened her eyes, rubbing them and looking ahead of us.  “What’s the matter?”  She sat up groggily.  “How long have I been asleep?”  I pointed out the window at a large, dark cave hewn out of the rocks.  Metal mine carts lay on their side near the opening and an abandoned guardhouse stood stoically at the entrance.  I stopped the car and got out, walking over to her door.  Opening it up I took her by the hand and lifted her to her feet.  I pulled her into my arms and kissed her, then withdrew a pace, looked her in the eyes and said.  “Welcome home.”  

 

Chapter 99: Burdens

Tracy ducked just in time as the walker swung it’s grisly arm toward her.  Rolling out of the way, she backed into a display of magazines which fell over, spilling across the floor behind her.  I watched in horror as the zombie turned toward her, bearing down on her with unusual speed.  She scrambled to get her footing, to retreat backwards but the magazines flipped under her feet, causing her to slide in place.  I had no way to get to her, with two walkers bearing down on me and just beyond them, the locked door.  With a surge of adrenaline I swung at the nearest walker, removing it’s leg completely just below the knee.  It crashed to the ground, tripping the second zombie.  With both on the ground I had the perfect position from which to strike.  I swung hard and felt my machete lodge securely in the top of it’s skull.  Instantly it stopped moving, it’s body weight pinning the crawler below it, leaving it reaching for me in frantic futility.  

I immediately turned my attention to the interior of the store, where I saw Tracy shoving a rolled up magazine in the zombie’s mouth.  It was crawling on top of her, it’s boney fingers scratching at her arms and face.  She dodged left and right and looked over at me.  A sadness filled her eyes, as though she was giving up, as though she knew this was the end.  “NO!!” I yelled at her.  “You FIGHT!”  I screamed, banging on the glass with the butt of my knife. The loud crack echoed through the store and the zombie looked toward me for a moment, it’s eyes encrusted with the thick dried puss characteristic of the advanced stages of the infection.  I banged again, hoping that the sound would continue to draw it’s attention.  It hesitated, almost confused between its urge to attack it’s current prey and it’s instincts for following sound.  I doubled my effort, pounding so hard on the thick safety glass that it began to chip off under my knife.  Tracy wiggled her feet under the creature’s chest and I watched as her leg muscled flexed.  With a tremendous effort she pushed up hard, launching the zombie upwards into the air.  It crashed against the counter, sending tubes of beef jerky and stacks of gum flying.  She immediately used this moment to scramble to her feet, dodging backwards behind a shelf full of crackers and cookies.  

I watched as Tracy played tag with the zombie, running around racks of food and auto parts and near the refrigerators full of drinks.  “Come unlock the door!” I call out to Tracy.  “Let me help you!”  She nodded, dodging left to avoid a lunge and kicking outward, sending it spilling onto the ground.  She raced to the door and met her there, staring into her eyes as she flipped the lock.  I pulled the door open and she bolted out, jumping to the right of the corpses on the ground.  The zombie inside pursued her quickly and as it got to the doorway I swung the door into its head as hard as I could.  It flung backward with a sickening crack, crashing onto the ground, finally silent.  

I turned at looked at Tracy, who flung herself into my arms.  She buried her head in my neck and began to sob uncontrollably.  Her body shook and I could feel her tears trickling down my shirt.  I pulled her close, wrapping my arms around her tightly.  “I thought I was going to lose you.” I said with a whisper, kissing her hair and pulling her head against my cheek.  She sobbed again, nodding and nuzzling against my chest.  She pulled away, looking up into my eyes.  Her water caught in her eyes made them glisten and her lips and nose looked swollen and red from her tears.  “I love you.” She said sincerely, leaning up toward my face and pulling her lips to mine.  We kissed and I felt a flood of emotions tingling throughout my body.  I pulled away for a moment “I love you too.”  I replied, and she smiled as she kissed me again.  

Considering how awful the world had become, I was feeling pretty good.  I was spending the apocalypse with the girl of my dreams, and she felt the same way about me that I did for her.  We exchanged flirtatious glances as we carried box after box out to the car, loading it up with canned food, beef jerky, and cases of water.  I tossed her a pack of Reese’s cups, which she opened and ate gratefully, and she rewarded me with a peanut butter and chocolate-flavored kiss as I passed by her carrying a case of granola bars.  We loaded up on lighters, newspaper, and the limited inventory of tools.  Tracy found a revolver under the register, and I found a box of bullets and a letter opener in the small office.  Comparing everything piled in the sedan to what was left in the store I knew we would need a second vehicle.  None of the cars had keys in them, and we only found one set of keys in the pockets of one of the walkers laying in the pile by the gas pumps.  

“It’s too bad this place isn’t more secure” I said ruefully.  Between an almost unlimited supply of gas and all the food we are leaving behind this would make a pretty good stash.”  Tracy nodded, looking out in the direction of the city.  “There’s no telling who or what will come down that road, and this is the first place they would stop.  Our best bet is to make multiple trips until we’ve cleaned this place out.”  I hefted the last case of water onto the roof of the car, noticing that the tires were almost rubbing in the wheel wells.  “We’re not gonna move very fast with all this weight.”  I said analytically.  “Let’s hope we don’t run into any trouble.”  Tracy agreed and started climbing into the passenger seat.  

“Hang on.” I said, looking back at the gas pumps.  “We should fill a few of those red gas containers and bring them with us.  I have no idea how this pump still has power even though the store’s power is out, but I don’t want to depend on that to stay this way.”  We walked back into the store, grabbing the four 2.5 gallon plastic cans from the bottom shelf of the auto supplies.  Filling each one to it’s brim I ran the tow strap through their handles and slung them across the back of the car.  “There we go.  It’s no jeep but it’s the best we’ve got!”  We hopped into the car and started the engine.  It sputtered to life and I pulled slowly away from the pump, heading back up the road toward Tracy’s cabin.  

“So what next?” I ask, glancing over at her as we drove.  “Stop by the cabin and rest for the night?”  Tracy shook her head.  “No, we can’t risk it.”  She said matter-of-factly.  “Once we get to the cabin we’ll head northwest on the road leading over the mountain.  It’s about a 3 mile drive to that abandoned mine.  We can unload everything there, then make a trip back to the cabin and grab as much as the car can carry.  We’ll want the mattresses, the pillows, the blankets, and probably things like the stove and propane tank.”  


I flipped on the radio just to see if we could pick anything up but was greeted with static.  “Maybe the CD works?” Tracy guessed, and pressed the button marked “disc.”  The cabin was immediately filled with pop music, the kind typically adored by teenage girls.  I rolled my eyes, reaching to turn it off but Tracy slapped my hand.  “No way mister!” she sang out to the tune of the song.  “This is my jam!” I laughed at her ridiculous attempt to imitate a cheerleader and swung the wheel left and right to the beat.  I recognized the song but didn’t know more than a sentence or two of the lyrics.  Tracy seemed to know every word and used a strip of beef jerky as a microphone, mock-serenading me as we drove.  Suddenly the smile on her face disappeared.  “Look!” she called out, pointing to the left through the trees.  She turned the music off and I pulled the car to a stop.  Thick, black smoke rose from over the hill, exactly where her cabin should be. 

Chapter 98- Square Two

I felt the thump of my backpack against my lower back as we descended the mountain together. The road was rutted and muddy from the earlier rain.  If we wanted to follow the trucks that stole our supplies it would be easy enough, at least until they got to pavement. Hopefully they didn't pass by the gas station and empty it out already.

Tracy watched the treeline carefully, her eyes shifting left and right. "Relax" I reassured her. "If we do encounter any we'll hear them long before we see them." She gave me a look of incredulity. "Famous last words of every dead person in a horror movie." She said. I had to admit, I loved her spirit.  

I tried to strike of conversation as a distraction. "Remember when Jeff gave you that little tub of bath salts?"  Tracy instantly burst out laughing. "What a moron!" She said between giggles. "I NEVER gave him any indication that I was even remotely interested in being friends, let alone getting in a relationship with him." I smiled, remembering how she looked at me that day, how I felt as the two of us playfully bantered back and forth. "You know I met him in the city before I left." I said, my tone more serious.  "He had gathered a bunch of guys a built a barricade, like a fortress.  Seemed like they were thriving in a diabolical and heartless way."  Tracy was looking at me in surprise.  "What do you mean thriving?" She asked, and almost dread in the tone of her voice. "I mean he had gathered a whole bunch of men together and they were doing whatever it took to survive, with no thought for anyone outside their little group. In fact," I said, pausing for just a moment. "They attacked me, and try to take the supplies I was bringing with me." 

Tracy chewed her lip for a moment. "You don't suppose it's that same group who attacked us earlier do you?" I thought about it for a moment. I guess it was a possibility but the guys that showed up yesterday seemed a bit more organized, a little less reckless and a lot more military.  " no, I don't think it's the same group of people. Though heaven help us if the two groups find each other. They would either be an all out war or they would combine forces and create a whole new government."  Tracys serious demeanor broke as a smile emerged on her face. "Can you imagine Jeff as the president of the new world order?" If there is one person that lacks leadership skills it is him!" 

I thought of the experiences I had and what I learned about the virus underground and realized I hadn't told Tracy about any of that. "do you remember when I went down the hatch? I forgot to tell you everything I learned down there."  I spent the next hour describing the cages, the map showing the infection spreading, about my mother, and how quickly everything changed.  She related to me how she had been waiting for me in the jeep, when suddenly people walking down the street seemed to twist up into horrible shapes and suddenly become mindless monsters.

I reached out and took her hand as we walked. My fingers slipping between hers. I could feel her once soft skin now rough and calloused.  My knuckles were bloodied and bruised, but neither of us cared. Up above, the sky was a brilliant blue, with fluffy clouds floating softly over our heads. No matter how bad it got down here, it seemed the world itself had not changed. The mountains were still standing, the oceans and rivers still flowing, the deserts still hot and dry. As we walked through the forest I admired the majesty and resilience of the forests, and began to reflect on the frailty and temporary nature of man. "We truly are small." I said as we walked.  Tracy looked at me quizzically and I nodded toward the trees. "Look at those trees. They are older than either of us, and they will be here long after we are gone.  I think sometimes we, and I mean humans in general, are so filled with our own self importance that we sometimes forget what a marvelous and powerful planet we live on."  Tracy smiled, looking up at the sky.  "You're right.  We think we're amazing because we can build a skyscraper, but a hurricane can take out an entire city, a tornado can do widespread devastation in a matter of minutes, and this tiny little virus will probably decimate our entire race." I nodded gratefully, knowing that our survival was a gift, one I did not intend to squander.  

"There it is, up ahead!" I called out, pointing at the top of the gas station poking out through the trees.  "we don't know what we will find there, so let's approach through the forest."  

We ducked into the trees on the left and began making our way through the forest underbrush. Stepping first on the side of my foot and then rolling it down I was able to muffle the sound of my footsteps as we approached.  Whether living or dead, I did not want to attract the attention of anyone wondering outside. We paused behind a few large trees, hidden behind the thick trees.  "Do you see anything?" Tracy whispered as she peeked her head around the trunk.  "nothing yet." We sat for a full five minutes, just listening and watching. Satisfied that no one was moving near us or towards us, I picked up a nearby rock about the size of a grapefruit and threw it toward a sedan parked behind the gas station. It hit the hood loudly and rolled down to the ground. We waited for any sign of hostile movement and I could feel my heart beating loudly in my chest, but nothing emerged.  I stepped out from behind the tree, waiting for something to hit me or cry out. Still nothing. I took a few steps forward, cautiously, as though I was navigating a minefield. Tracy watched from behind the tree. "Should I come too?" She whispered and I waved my hand back at her, signaling for her to stay hidden. 

As I made my way toward the gas station I could see movement inside, the same slow, ambling walkers I had seen the first time I came through. They were still trapped inside, wandering aimlessly through the aisles.  Food and snacks were piled high on the shelves, and my stomach grumbled in response. I ran around to the front of the store, seeing the small, dirty sedan still sitting by the pumps.  The lights on the pumps were still illuminated, which meant they still worked.  It shouldn't be too difficult to find a car than run.  

I ran back to the trees, crouching down behind their thick trunks. "The food is still there!" I said enthusiastically. "but there are at least 3 zombies in there.  We will have to do something about them before we can get to anything."  Tracy looked around. "Should we start with the vehicles? Let's find something that runs and has gas, that way if we get in a pinch we have a way to escape."  I nodded pointing to the front of the building.  There's a sedan up there that's fully gassed up.  I don't think they keys are in it, but the pumps are still working we could take any of these cars." Tracy nodded.  "Worst case scenario we have to get inside and kill those walkers.  Odds are at least one of them has keys in their pocket."  

I picked up a thick branch laying on the ground.  It forked at the end and I hefted it to make sure it wasn't too unwieldy.  "You can use this to push them aside while I hit them with a tire iron from the trunk of one of the cars.  If we are careful it shouldn't be too difficult."  Tracy looked at me with hesitation.  "A stick and a tool only a foot long?  Sounds sketchy to me."  I looked around, knowing she was right.  "Okay, let's search the cars.  There's bound to be something useful."  

We split up, checking each of the abandoned cars, gathering anything we deemed useful and bringing it back to the area by the trees.  When we were done we had a case of water bottles, a pocket knife, two flashlights but no batteries, an opened pack of beef jerky, a blanket, a rain jacket, a pair of leather work gloves, a tow strap, a Hello Kitty backpack with a pink soccer uniform and some random school supplies, and the coup de grace: a machete.  I strapped the shin guards onto my forearms and pulled on the leather gloves.  With the knife in one hand and the machete in the other, I approached the front door of the minimart, eyeing the rubber hose tied around the handles.  I quietly sliced through the rubber while Tracy held the doors closed, trying not to attract the walkers shambling inside.  Once I had cut through it Tracy pulled the door silently and I tapped the glass.  They all turned and advanced on us quickly, and as the first one emerged Tracy quickly closed the door behind it.  I kept it's focus on me, calling out and smacking the knife against the machete blade while Tracy shoved the tree branch into the handles to secure the door.  The zombie hissed at me, it's rotten mouth gaping open in a putrid black hole.  I swung at it's head, grazing it's cheek and slicing through the front of it's nose.  Thick black liquid oozed slowly out of the cut but it didn't slow its pace.  I circled around the sedan, being sure to keep the beast away from the unarmed Tracy.  I swung my machete again, connecting with it's skull.  The dull blade bounced off the hard bone, but the force knocked the zombie to it;s left agains the car.  It's shoulder slid along the window and it righted itself, looking confused but undeterred.  It advanced again, hissing with a wet, guttural tone.  I swung a third time, slicing it's neck through which poured more of the thick gelatinous goo.  "Stop trying to kill it and slow it down!" Tracy called.  

I realized I had been going about this entirely wrong, and I leaned down to hack at it's leg, just above the knee.  It crashed to the ground, still reaching for me, but now significantly slower.  I swung the machete down hard and finally penetrated the skull with a sickening crack.  It instantly stopped moving and slumped to the earth.  

I relaxed a bit, looking over at Tracy with gratitude, who wore a tremendous smile.  "See, that was;'t so hard!" she said.  her smile was the same one she wore the day she showed up on my doorstep that early Saturday morning, one of hope and enthusiasm.  "one down..." I called out.  Tracy pulled the branch from the handles and the door burst open "And two to go!" she yelled with a gleeful smile, as though this were just a big, fun game.  I felt my stomach turn as I lurched forward, eager to protect Tracy.  As soon as they emerged she spun around, closing the doors in front of her and flipping the deadbolt latch, locking them outside.  They banged on the glass fruitlessly as Tracy grabbed a Twinkie from the display stand next to the register and ripped open the package.  "Oh man, that's good!" she called out with a mouthful of the sugary treat.  "You'd better hurry and dispatch those two or there won't be any left!"   How does she do it?  Lighten any situation, take the street out of it, even making it a game?  She smiled at me, raising her eyebrows as she finished off one and opened another.  I smiled back but that smile quickly faded.  "Tracy!  I called out in horror.  Behind you!!"